From birth to stardom
Pink is a young woman with the experience of many lifetimes,
Im a very extreme person. I went through a lot of phases
growing up, and for every one, I was extreme, confides Pink, the
latest R&B/pop artist to emerge from the hugely successful,
LaFace Records camp. From skateboarder to hip-hopper to rave child
to lead singer of a rock band I did it all, and all at the same
time. Looking at Pink, its easy to believe that she skillfully
mastered each of her extremes. With a shock of pink hair, sharply
focused blue eyes hinting of a rebellious streak and an abundance
of self-confidence, but she is also a bewildered girl who is just
now finding her place on this planet, a strong person with a million
lessons to teach and even more to learn. Shes seen a lot,
done a lot, and she now stands on the fault line between the angst
of adolescence and the knowledge of adulthood. And thus, Pink
is filled with self-discovery, having written over half of the
dozen songs on her self-titled album herself Pink offers insight
into her tumultuous world where life is not always flowers and
chocolate.
I decided at 15 that I didnt want to be one of those artists
that gets up and sings love songs they dont mean, Pink explains
of the songs that appear on her debut album. I decided that I
was going to be me to the fullest extent, that my songs were going
to reflect relationships Ive had, things Ive been
through, and even the stuff Im embarrassed about. My dad
always played guitar and taught me songs by Dylan and McLean,
Pink recalls. But his love of music left an indelible mark on
Pink. Ever since I can remember, I think before I could talk,
I sang she continues. I just ran around the house making up my
own fantasy world. By the time she was barely a teen, Pink had
navigated the precarious waters of the Philly club scene. Any
time not spent testing authority at high school was spent tearing
up the dance floor, and eventually, the stage.
I met this guy named Skratch, who was the best dancer in Philly,
she says of her thirteenth year. I started dancing with him and
eventually I was singing hooks in the background for his rap group,
Schools of Thought. I wrote some of my own stuff, about the way
it was growing up in Philly. We would just get up on the stage
at clubs, and hang out in studios hoping to get some songs down
on tape. At the time, making music was medicine. Calling upon
Mary, Janis Joplin, the Supremes, Shirley Murdock, Donna Hathaway
and Madonna for inspiration, Pink laid down her first self-written
song at fourteen. But she really got her groove on not in the
studio, but in clubs. I went regularly on Friday nights to Club
Fever, where the DJ gave me a guest spotlight, Pink laughs. My
little five minutes on Friday night was all I wanted out of life.
I loved the thrill of being on stage. It was the only place that
I felt like, okay, Im cool now. Being heckled only boosted
Pinks ambitions. One late Friday night, a rep from MCA came
round the club, looking for a singer to fill out her new R&B
group. She liked Pinks sound, and asked her to audition
for a group called Basic Instinct. She got the gig practically
on the spot, but the group fizzled quickly. I didnt fit
in, quips Pink. But I didnt care. You have to laugh at stuff
like that. And anyway, I dont see myself as belonging to
any group.
Nonetheless, another group instantly snapped up Pink as one of
three female leads. This one, named Choice, made a ten-cent demo
and was immediately signed to LaFace. The group didnt last
one wanted to sing Broadway tunes, the other wanted to make alternative
records and Pink wanted to do it all but Pinks place in
the LaFace stable was solidified. In fact, it was during studio
time with Choice in Atlanta that Pink rediscovered her writing
abilities and hooked up Darryl Simmons. He asked me to write the
bridge for Just to be Loving You I thought that was
so cool, because no one had even asked me if I wrote. So I just
closed my eyes and out it came. I wrote that, and it was the beginning
of my career. It was also the emergence of Pinks powerful
soprano, which is capable of taking sharp dives and hairpin turns
through multiple octaves. I had gotten really good at emulating
other peoples sounds, from singing at the clubs, she says.
But the day we recorded Just to Be Loving You for
Choice in the studio, that song was so beautiful, I just sang.
I didnt care what I sounded like. It just came out and shocked
me.
Pink began writing songs to display her vocal ability and love
of the pop side of R&B at a feverish pace. When she approached
L.A. Reid with her songs, he was floored. I kept playing him my
songs and going, What about this one? What about these? she remembers.
And he was like, yeah, I like that one, yeah thats a single.
He looked at me as a self-contained unit, which he thought was
interesting. Its always been really cool with him. Reid
signed Pink up as a solo artist and hooked her up with various
writing partners from She kspeare to, Babyface and 112.
There U Go the debut single, which displays the versatility of
her voice and the wickedness of her plume, will undoubtedly place
Pink on the map.
"Before, I wanted to throw my success in the face of every
teacher who told me I wouldn't be shit. Now it's 'I'm so happy
I can do what I love and not answer to some asshole boss.' If
not for music, I'd be in trouble all the time. Music saved my
life. It still does. This album saves me."
She hopes her voice also gives voice to a new generation. "We
never had to fight for anything. It shows in the music; its just
surface music. I want to open up minds, break stereotypes--in
music, sex, everything. The world is ready to grow up."
Pink is no longer about the hair, which isn't as pink as before.
Pink is about the songs and their shocking emotional openness.
"Know what was the best thing that happened to me the entire
year? A 45-year-old woman and her daughter came up and it was
the mother who wanted an autograph. She told me how I had helped
her through her divorce, and how she and her daughter both loved
my music and how sharing that had saved their relationship. That's
more than I can do for myself."
There's no misunderstanding. As Pink says, "We are all pink
on the inside."